I've abandoned my blogspot.

It's decided... I like tumblr a lot better.

Dark

It was night. I love night. The sweet romance in the dark chilled air, thoughts floating, waiting to be caught by any innocent mind willing to grasp.
It was a quiet night, the streets practically empty, the hollow lights of signs and traffic casting their glow in my path.
It was a perfect night, a perfect trap.

"So you sing me slow songs, and I'll drive you crazy tonight."

I felt him barring into me with unseeing eyes. I don’t know where he was, but I knew he was there, lurking in the darkness, waiting to stalk his prey.
Every glimpse of what I thought was him sent me into chills. A whisper of cloth, a biker rides by, a car horn honks, a romance dies.
I didn’t want to see him. He was the ghost of my past, a haunting I didn’t want anymore. Exorcise him from me, for I have seen the destructive path.

Yet his spirit beckoned me, calling and chiming in the innocent night.

Come on, Kitten, find the prey.

A soft breeze whispered through the trees as I peered into the darkness, my eyes trying to bore into the night, trying to find the secrets it hid, and the dangers within.
My spirit tugged, but my mind refused. I will not follow you into the dark. I will not succumb.

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

I stepped into the darkness with a new ease. Not afraid as I was enshrouded in the dark tendrils.

Here, kitty kitty. I know you want it...

The wind tousled my hair and I dug deeper into my sweater.
Then I stopped.

Come here, little kitten. Come here.

And I turned around. And went home.

Perhaps the kitten finally learned that curiosity killed the cat.

Oh yeah… and fuck you.

Tamil Tigers

I was talking to this girl at work about the crazy fiasco on the Gardener express way last night.

She said I was ill-informed and that my information is wrong... and yet I did my research and I was not ill-informed.

So here is my understanding.

These protestors are Tamils, their rebel group - the Tamil Tigers - are now cornered by the Sri Lanka government and are being killed ruthlessly.

Yes that is a tragedy, I assure you, but... the Sri Lanka government considers the Tamil Tigers as terrorists. They started the war with wanting to separate into their own separate province/country thing.

So really.. it's their fault.

Yes, I do think there should be protests for peace as this war has gone on long enough, but no... waving rebel flags (yes google Tamil Tigers... that was their flag and yes they are a terrorist group) on the Gardener express way during Mother's Day isn't the most convincing thing to do.

Sure it got your attention, but maybe instead of waving a rebel flag, wave a flag of peace.

Note that this war has been going on for about 50 years and that they decide to protest NOW when their rebel group is almost eliminated.

Interesting...

Thoughts?

OK I Decided

So, I'm going to keep this account.

The blogspot (http://pushing-pause.com) will be for columns, writing, sensible things to help hone my writing skills.

The tumblr (http://www.meshed.ca) will be for real life things.

I forgot I had two domain names, haha.

So if you can, I'd bookmark it via the domain name to save any future troubles.

Love ya! <3

So...

Apologies for my lack of using this thing. I have to admit, I kind of enjoy tumblr a lot more.. mainly for it's simplicity.

So I think I am going to switch my domain over to my tumblr and I recommend if you want to keep with my life you should check it out here.

I have to admit I will miss this hungry monster.

I am going to keep this account in cause I wanted to continue blogging important issues. So I guess it sucks to be you having to follow two of my accounts... and maybe I'll make my tumblr "meshed" and such... man so many thoughts.

I'll get back to you once I figure it out, haha.