50 Random Facts (about me) That can Change the World (Or your opinion of me)

1. I spend more money on music than food - not because music is more expensive, it's just a hell of a lot better than food.

2. I've gone through 'scene' phases in my life. I used to not care what I dressed like to emo, to fashionista, and now I'm just happy being whatever... skinny jeans, band tees, hoodies and converse are the life for me.

3. I want to get a nose piercing and a tattoo so badly, but care enough about what my parents think to not get one.

4. I am super self conscious about my body. I have bad skin, I think my breasts are too large, I know I'm overweight, and I hate how short I am.

5. I look weird without glasses, but I want to get contacts JUST so I can wear sunglasses.

6. I love orchids. Not sure why but I have an obsession with growing them and pride myself in not killing them.

7. I'm a crazy bird lady. If I could, I'd be more than happy living my life breeding birds and listening to music. Weird eh?

8. I'm incredibly shy. When meeting people I don't know, it sometimes takes time for me to warm up with them. Until then, I am usually awkwardly quiet, or make very random and stupid remarks. Whoops!

9. I do not believe in censorship on my blog. I know this has been a past issue, and sometimes I regret doing what I do. But my blog is my personal space. As long as I am not openly flaming named people and linking their myspace page, then it's cool to me.

10. For some reason I find people in bands, or people who love music, easier to get along with.

11. I treasure my friends. If something is seriously wrong, I will get on a freaking plane to hug you. (Despite how terribly broke I am.)

12. I really want to learn how to skateboard, but am too shy to because I know I'll look like a moron.

13. I can't deny I download a lot of music.

14. My room is smaller than a dorm room and I have trouble picturing myself living in a bigger room. I have so much stuff it's literally piled every where and it takes me one step to get from my bed to the door.

15. I tell my mom everything. I never had a very close relationship with my parents until I moved out.

16. I grew up in a small town where notable attractions are the Library and the Skate park.

17. I've only had one boyfriend in my lifetime... and that was four years ago.

18. I make a lot of impulse decisions and often regret them, but I learn to adapt.

19. I don't know how to ride a bike! So weird eh? I usually take the public transit or walk. I love walking.

20. I have a guilty pleasure for Britney Spears, chick flicks, and chick lits. I love Meg Cabot's chick lits. And I can watch Sex and the City on repeat for hours.

21. Stickers are amazing. So are buttons. I am covering my dresser with stickers, my parents hate it but I love it! <3

22. I want to start collecting band guitar picks and then framing them when I have enough. So far I have... one... BOO. It's Marianas Trench though.. yay!

23. My music taste differs a lot. Sometimes I like pop rock and will only listen to that. Other times I will listen to indie folk music.

24. I actually only have two pictures of me with a band guy.. wait maybe three or four. I never ask for them, mainly because I am too shy/don't care that much. They are two guys from Sing it Loud, one of Alex from ATL, and one with Travis from The Mission District who is technically a friend.

25. I can't lie. I dream of dating a guy in a band, haha.

26. I think cancer is the worst, most evil thing in the world.

27. I hate people who always try to make themselves better than me. It's stupid, arrogant and annoying.

28. I also hate people who complain, but are too lazy to do anything about their problem.

29. I always need to be doing something with my hands. This usually ends up with me picking at scabs. Gross, I know, but it's a bad nervous habit.

30. I also shake my leg when I am sitting. It annoys people a lot, but I don't even realize I am doing it.

31. Despite calling myself an artistic person, and loving the arts, I don't really have any aptitude for it. I can't paint, or do drama of any sort. I can play violin, but I'm not very good, and too lazy/busy to work at it. But I think I will seriously work on it come next year.

32. I can't stand up to people. And when I do, I usually have a mental break down in the process.

33. I hate school. I would drop out if I could.

34. I can sleep all day and stay up all night. I usually try. I sleep until about 11am, and stay up til about 2 or 3am. I need to fix it, but I love the night so much better.

35. I used to walk around at night alone a lot, but I almost got kidnapped one time, so I stopped.

36. I have no upper body strength.

37. I've lived a super sheltered life, so I don't know a lot of things of what people talk about. I usually don't say anything and make a mental note to google it after.

38. I google EVERYTHING.

39. I have an obsession with watching animals, or history civilization shows on the Discovery Channel. I also love the Discovery Channel theme song.

40. I used be an avid World of Warcraft player. I raided four days a week from 6pm to 1am - I was in the top raiding guild of my server. I am a huge nerd.

41. I tried to play Dungeons and Dragons once, but I couldn't stop laughing.

42. When I hear of popular bands, and don't really like them, I get super self conscious wondering if maybe I should like them, and that in actuality they are really good but I'm just crazy.

43. I'm very bad at certain 'band' things I should be good at... for example I never know what people in bands are named, and occasionally know what they look like. I also rarely know background informations.

44. Some of my most favorite bands are bands that my crushes love, and I found when creeping them. I'm an awesome internet creeper, I can't lie =p haha!

45. Some bands that sound familiar I won't be able to tell them apart if I don't listen to them.

46. I know this questions if I am a true music fan, but I don't think it should. I'm here to love music, and make friends.

47. I wish I had cool connections so I can get free stuff from bands, haha.

48. I have problems locking up with I talk to people of influence. Whether it be a professor, band guy, someone I am attracted to, or just someone who has a commanding presence. It's almost like I have star-fright or something. I just never know what to say and end up standing in an awkward silence.

49. Despite being 19, I know very little about what kind of alcohol is out there. I don't drink a lot, but I usually need just one drink to loosen up in an awkward situation. I also don't smoke or do drugs - nor am I ever planning to.

50. I used to hate my life. But now I try to remind myself to be thankful for the things out there, and try to live every moment.