So today I went to see This Providence in concert as well as some other bands.
The first was a girl named Brooke Waggoner. I hadn't heard of her until tonight but she was really wonderful. She played piano, and there was a violinist and a cellist as well.
It was kind of a musical melody with beautiful vocals and in between each would be almost a kind of melodic joke.
Check her out.
Next was Paper Routes. They were also good, but I didn't like them that much. The singer/techno-person-playing-a-weird-thing was pretty crazy and fun to watch. There was a moment I thought the other singer was lip-synching, but I think I was just crazy.
Out of all the Fueled by Ramen bands they probably rank in my top three with Phantom Planet, and Cobra Starship.
I found the songs very refreshing and I have to admit I like their EP 'The Bright Lights' and their self-titled album better than their newest one (though their newest one 'Who are you now?' has some great tracks too).
Anyways, I have to admit, the singer, Daniel is extremely hot and an amazingly good singer, and a great performer, and I pretty much melted.
He's actually great to watch, and it's obvious to see he is very passionate about his music.
And he has a great accent.
Anyways, Heather had to go, and this will be my last show with her in a while =(
I'm going to miss her!!!! SO MUCH!
And I hung out with her friends.
We ended up meeting Daniel and taking pics and I now have a celebrity-crush on him. I have quite the list of celebrity-crushes now. Those being people I've met, have a crush on, but can't attain them because of their status/them not knowing who the fuck I am except merely a fan.
It's hard being alone, even if you don't talk to your friends during the performances, their presence is kind of a comfort. I always wish I was brave enough to go to concerts alone, as I would go to many more if that was the case (unfortunately, a lot of the music I enjoy, my friends don't really.)
Anyways, I felt really lonely.
I couldn't help it. Sometimes, I would close my eyes and just listen to the music - Copeland is good for that, but after they did their amazing cover of the Smashing Pumpkins 'Tonight, Tonight' I left. (I stayed for most of it. I missed like one or two songs.)
This is almost too embarrassing to post, but I figure this blog is me at my rawest, so I might as well.
I secretly hopped that I had caught the eye of This Providence's singer and he would see me leave, and then he would ask me why I was leaving... I'd explain I was all alone and hated it. He would offer to watch the show with me. We'd talk.
Be friends.
I'm such a hopeless romantic (and pretty sure he has a girlfriend.)
I don't know what it is.
But it's usually musicians I fall for.
Maybe it's because music is such a passion for me, and it's hard to find someone who feels equally passionate... at least openly...?
Except, of course, musicians.
And it seems, for me, a better kind of relationship. I need a lot of space, it's just the person I am, and him going on tour would give me that space.
But I also need to know I'm loved, and I'm there in his mind. I can be alone as much as I need to be, as long as I know that there is someone out there that cares for me.
It's strange, but the thought is what is important to me.
And then when he comes back, it would be fucking awesome...
I need to get my mind out of the romances! It's always something that is there at the back of my mind, and when it comes out my head just spins and spins. It's so dumb to be so obsessed with something so trivial. There are so many other things out there that I could worry about - like failing school....
Anyone new-ish to my blog... well for one, welcome. For two, I use my blog to get these mad thoughts out of my head. So get used to it, haha.
So now I'm going to continue eating my late-night spaghetti, and dreaming of that guy who'll sweep me off my feet.
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