We can say I have been in a relationship-low for the last four years of my life.. meaning no relationships at all. Not even potential! There have been many a silly crushes, silly because I am fully aware nothing will come of them, but as for boyfriends... none.
No, I'm not terribly horny or anything, but the thought of a relationship is extremely appealing to me. Someone who loves me, and of whom I love. Someone I can laugh with, and share moments with...
Anyways, the worst part is though, I have set in my mind this perfect kind of guy, of which I can't seem to find at all. And it's not like he is unattainable... he's just unattainable for ME!
So what is this perfect guy, you say? Well I shall tell you.
For one, he should be fairly attractive. But I'm not picky in that way, a lot of my friends think the guys I think are hot are ugly >.<
I like slim guys (though its weird for them to be skinnier than me.. but hey!) and guys that are taller than me (obviously... anything shorter than me would be midget sized).
I have a preference towards dark hair, but no biggy... so where does this pickiness come in?
LIFE STYLE!
I love skaters. I love how they dress. I love the skinny jeans and vans/converse/skate shoes, and plaid and v-neck t-shirts, and tight cardigans, and old man sweaters, and hoodies. I love it.
I love indie musicians.
I don't even know why. I just find it so attractive.
I love the guys with the longish hair that have bangs that cover their eyes... but I'm also tending to go for guys with shorter hair now too.
Just not buzzed... and not past the shoulder.
I love guys with cool tattoos and piercings. But not too many.
I guess it's the kind of lifestyle I live, and I want my guy to live it too, makes sense right?
But why can't I attract any of these guys...?
I guess cause I'm not indie enough for them =p
I'm just myself... nothing I can do about that.
(I should post this on craigslist and see what I get... haha)
1 comments:
i love you and we laugh and share, does this count as a relationship?
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